Wih..Sudah!

    Good Morning, it's 11:03 AM down here, I just finished my online assessment on a job recruitment process. Tough morning, though. I think holiday is officially over now since I start getting called for many job test/interview session lately. This day, unlike the others, it's just a casual day with some spare data that I have no idea how to waste better. So, let's sum up the whole times I've had without this blog right now while I can!

    I got myself startled when I saw my last post on this blog was a year ago. You'd probably think I was too busy, but no, It's all good actually, but for the long period I was just gotten into something a bit too much, thy name was thesis. Woah.. I can't really describe how much blood, sweat, and tears (ARMY might be triggered, but no, it's literally mine not only your biases title track) I've dropped for my thesis. Behind the wall, I was helped a lot, even if it takes thousand years I can't pay these people who's kind to me enough. Thank you. I thank You. You, who was sincere to inform me more about the process, schedule, and trick to handle the graduation procedures. You, who was willing to tell me that I was sort of not struggling enough for the best result. You, who ran with me, or without me, yet thinking of me, and telling me that you do care for me. You, who motivated me, always, even when I couldn't see myself in the mirror again because I was too afraid of how I may look. 

Oh my, Thank You. 

After all these years, I was struggling a lot because my pace got completely different with my fellows who started right with me all along. I felt left behind, too far. But the good thing is I always got a  faith that I have my own fate. Insecurity ain't got me, and I'm proud of that (CAN YA DETECT THE LIE THOUGH? LOL). 

For the intense 3 months, I can eventually shout "YAY! WISUDA!"  -which I haven't figured out what the actual meaning yet, lol. It just sounds good and relaxing. I feel the obligation I owed to parents for a long time has finally been paid. 

Now I can picture my future freely, because there's nothing holding me back (Shawn Mendes's track, I KNOW) like before. You can see it through these pictures taken by my soul sister, Yusra. 

fyi, my love life is still full of rainbow and stars. See ya soon, readers! xoxo